Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Hmmm...is it as bad as it looks???

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HORRIBLE OBSSESION!!!

Ok, im not proud to anounce my new horrible obsession. sexy winter...aka...me wearing big boots with cutoffs a tanktop and winter hat...im aware its probaly not good but its my new AMAZIN LOOK!!!...let's see how this 1 goes...

Thursday, August 26, 2010

IM SO SAD...RIP ESTHER EARL

Im sooo incredibly sad rite now...my teacher left on pregencie leave and esther earls mom was our sub for the year. I live in surburbia where everyone thinks just because their mom has 600 sunglasses and thier dad drives around in a bmw they are all that. Which apparently they think gives them the right to treat a substuite teacher like crap. While thats just not me! Mrs. Earl was such a nice person she liked me a lot because i was quirky and reminded her of her daughter before she got sick. Her daughters name was esther earl. Her daughter in fact was like me...i would send her books to read in the hospital. She would send them back with notes. For christmas I made her a pair of earrings and the next day i received a thank you note. Esther was one of About 6. Her family was fun and different. Unlike my boring suburban town..i would ask how esther was doing and the answer was always good with a funny story attached. Esther had thyroid cancer. Its known as one of the most severe kinds...i recently learned she was in intensive care because the cancer spread to her lungs and she was on 24/7 oxygen at 15....how sad...i felt conected to her even though i met her once but had notes and lots of stories...i moved on to summer and the next year with esther in the back of my head but i was too busy in my own life to think of her...i decided to check the 25th...that just happened to be the day of her death...at 16 she lost her battle...she was a great person you should think about this i did...its a life changing story...i know because 1 im balling...2 life is different now...